Something you hate about yourself.
For starters, I hate bringing attention to the negative. I also don't like to use the word hate in this context. I try not to hate anything about myself. There are, however, some things about myself that I'd like to change.
I procrastinate. It's who I am. I recognize that it is a horrible quality that causes me stress yet ... I can see 40 on the horizon, I mean is this really going to change? I've accepted this as who I am and I try to work around and through it. I can control it for specific tasks and only with dedicated focus.
I'm messy and disorganized. (So embarrassing) It takes a lot of mental power to keep things neat and organized. Ha! My version of neat is more like organized chaos. How am I going to ever teach my kids to be what I'm not? I do have this under some level of control. I can tell when I've let things go too far (note the procrastination bug). During those times, I go on a mad cleaning rampage. I am focused and detailed. When I'm done I'm exhausted both physically and mentally. The results vary. Usually I do a good job sometimes it's obvious that I just moved things around. It is literally hard for me to figure out what to do with all the stuff. Oh I wish I was super-organized and neat.
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